What am I

I am just a speck,
amongst a million other specks
trapped in the fabric of time
which holds us
binds us,
in it's unyielding folds
with no power of which to stop it's course
no way to alter fate
the fate given to us in our first moments of life
that fateful day the die was cast
and where it fell gave you your beginning
no choice but to follow the command
thrust into this life,
but is it a life worth living
having no control of your fate
each life begins the same
with a birth of chance,
and ends the same
with one last dance
Deaths cold kiss to welcome you back
but back to where
into the unknown
into this fabric,
this timeless existence
what really then is the point
I'm merely a speck
among millions of specks
what difference is made,
when a speck rises above the rest
tries to reach the sky above
none
the speck, though as hard as it will push
will always be swept back into the sea
back into the waves
Time will always come crashing down